living well
(this is a scrapbook without explanations)
just the thought of trying to fix this is killing me. but staying here might do the same.
17 hours ago • 0 notesThe most valued friendships I have are with those people who can tell me anything, and who I can tell anything to. Not because we’ve known each other forever and not because we’re just “that close” but because we can say literally anything to each other and not be judged for it.
And even when the other person doesn’t agree - opinions, perspective and advice is always respected even when you admit honestly you’re going to ignore it.
And they’re not always people that I see or talk to often. But they’re the ones I can go back to after weeks not talking and still be the same way.
One of the greatest thing someone can say to me is that they rant and bitch and be self centered simply because they know they can with me.
These are the people that despite what’s happened in the past, I don’t have to worry about.
And maybe I should worry. Maybe I should put more effort into not losing them or not feeling like I can ignore them for others. Maybe I should put less effort into trying to push friendships with people that I can’t talk to honestly out of fear that they won’t want to know the uncensored version of me.
1 day ago • 0 notes- If a boy is aloof, stand-offish, ignores you or is just plain rude, it is because he is secretly in love with you — and you are the point of his existence.
- Secrets are good — especially life-threatening ones.
- It’s OK for a potential romantic interest to be dimwitted, violent and vengeful — as long as he has great abs.
- If a boy tells you to stay away from him because he is dangerous and may even kill you, he must be the love of your life. You should stay with him since he will keep you safe forever.
- If a boy leaves you, especially suddenly (while telling you he will never see you again), it is because he loves you so much he will suffer just to keep you safe.
- When a boy leaves you, going into shock, losing all your friends and enduring night terrors are completely acceptable occurrences — as long as you keep your grades up.
- It is extremely romantic to put yourself in dangerous situations in order to see your ex-boyfriend again. It’s even more romantic to remember the sound of his voice when he yelled at you.
- Boys who leave you always come back.
- Because they come back, you should hold out, waiting for them for months, even when completely acceptable and less-abusive alternative males present themselves.
- Even though you have no intention of dating an alternative male who expresses interest in you, it is fine to string the young man along for months. Also, you should use him to fix things for you. Maybe he’ll even buy you something.
- You should use said male to fix things because girls are incapable of anything mechanical or technical.
- Lying to your parents is fine. Lying to your parents while you run away to save your suicidal boyfriend is an extremely good idea that shows your strength and maturity. Also, it is what you must do.
- Car theft in the service of love is acceptable.
- If the boy you are in love with causes you (even indirectly) to be so badly beaten you end up in the hospital, you should tell the doctors and your family that you “fell down the steps” because you are such a silly, clumsy girl. That false explanation always works well for abused women.
- Men can be changed for the better if you sacrifice everything you are and devote yourself to their need for change.
- Young women should make no effort to improve their social skills or emotional state. Instead, they should seek out potential mates that share their morose deficiencies and emotional illnesses.
- Girls shouldn’t always read a book series just because everyone else has.
- When writing a book series, it’s acceptable to lift seminal source material and bastardize it with tired, overwrought teenage angst.
- When making or watching a major feature film, you should gleefully embrace the 20 minutes of plot it provides in between extended segments of vacant-eyed silence and self-indulgent, moaning banter.
- Vampires — once among the great villains of literature and motion pictures — are no longer scary. In fact, they’re every bit as whiny, self-absorbed and impotent as any human being.
conversation with someone I've never met
On 26/11/2009, at 11:02 AM, Brent Quincy Buchanan wrote:
Allie would you be able to send me the details again? Thanks heaps.
Cool name by the way.
On 26/11/09 11:06 AM, “Allie Voyage” wrote:
haha thanks, you too in fact.
details below.
On 26/11/2009, at 11:08 AM, Brent Quincy Buchanan wrote:
Cheers.
Allie Voyage and Quincy. I was thinking it would make for an amazing act…like Ziggy Stardust meets The Kills, realistically a side show act at The Dubbo Circus.
On 26/11/09 11:10 AM, “Allie Voyage” wrote:
Only if I can be ziggy.
On 26/11/2009, at 11:12 AM, Brent Quincy Buchanan wrote:
Not fair, that means this is my role? The ol’ bearded lady.
*insert picture of old timey bearded lady*
On 26/11/09 11:14 AM, “Allie Voyage” wrote:
you could make it work for you
*insert picture of CW “sexy” bearded lady*
On 26/11/2009, at 11:16 AM, Brent Quincy Buchanan wrote:
Mo-vember my favourite month. People don’t judge me so much.
Trying to get Decembeard off the ground and Jan-u-hairy.
Ok, ill stop now.
Tee of the Day, Three: “OG Vampires” from the Zombie Tee Shirt Company.
AKA Best alternate ending ever.
[via.]
OG Vampires. Hell yeah.
1 week ago • 346 notes
Actually, I don’t expect too much from people. In fact, I expect very little and often receive less.
Please stop telling me my thoughts are unreasonable because this is one thing I’m actually sure about.

